September 1st, 2015 by Deborah K. Kelly
A field of recumbent bodies,
tub-bathing in moonrise,
where the sumac tastes
where the cricket bells
and retrieve kept time,
and the moon yolk
far up the sky:
now a doe eye
in the dark,
an interpreter of beams…
and the lithic bathers cool,
wrapped in lunar white.
August 26th, 2015 by Deborah K. Kelly
Bats don’t fly out of hell
like a bat out of hell.
They fly into night—
a stream of avian gloves,
so many soft leather bows
stretched for flight.
Bats know exactly where you are,
But bats concentrate on their own intent:
to fly, to gather, to roost as
Like bats in heaven.
August 26th, 2015 by Deborah K. Kelly
molded like a brick, or a brain,
or a lollipop, or a double pair of lips,
will melt…but not
July 1st, 2015 by Deborah K. Kelly
You’d rather be dead than rich.
You’d rather be dead than red,
or married to a socialist–
than to hold
two opposing thoughts
in one still mind.
In the belt loops
of your slacks:
two opposable thumbs.
What will you do with them?
June 30th, 2015 by Deborah K. Kelly
It is summer
the love of a table fan
blowing my hair
and stroking my face.
May 19th, 2015 by Deborah K. Kelly
Sometimes while you are talking,
look in my eyes.
No convection there,
or gap winds rising
can ever hide.
Masters and mistresses have forced
in your mind
instruments of alarm,
wired to warn in advance
of ambiguous signs.
Like seeing my eyes might
drag your tailpipe through town,
or flat your tires to ride clapping
through a village in mourning.
You’ve got to look.
Notice not only if lightening might strike
or if gales will down trellises.
Not only how changes in the sky
feed the plums, lengthen vines,
heat the stone of slopes,
and dry sweat to salt
on your sun-strengthened thighs.
Notice without measuring
the life in my eyes.
Notice like you did —
lying on a limb high,
young, behind a country house,
before you were trained to turn away
from the life within
eyes like mine.
April 28th, 2015 by Deborah K. Kelly
Do you watch the rising and rolling
of beads on her chest
as she breathes?
Do you sense the valley of
through her sweater?
Does a nuance in your gaze
cause her hips
She sees the hair on your sternum
breathing like a pet
that, with luck, she will nuzzle.
She sees, you wear your keys
hanging on your jeans —
She sees your chin rise
your wit winding up for a pitch.
The newly single
arrive here every day.
See, they embark and disembark
with tin smiles:
Hold your heart,
stash your bags.
Wait for me.
April 10th, 2015 by Deborah K. Kelly
An inhabited nun,
face, the white of soft-cooked egg…
Agnes of the cross-your-heart
in white cotton
upholds a wooden ladder.
Her vestments pose,
but her face does not.
It reflects pink at dawn,
at sundown, gold-blushed blue.
She dilutes her tea with milk
but bathes in colors.
Agnes of the Sun.
A full-frocked priest
waxes and wanes at night
in his sliver of rhythm.
Wayne of the Censer and Thurible
carries a handkerchief.
Between his fingers, a scent—
the dereliction of joy, distilled
in the burnt myrrh
He takes liberties.
He takes forgiveness.
Wayne of the Moon.
There is something in Earth’s turning
that will defy and defy
right out of their frocks.
Some taste the Sun
on their skin and drink it.
Others go off to chew
on tough shadows.
One day, baptism will be
will be by prism–
each color, all made of light.
March 26th, 2015 by Deborah K. Kelly
Perfectionism is an imperfect circuit
in the nerves,
evidenced by the quick twitch
of an eye.
Twist together the strands of an unraveling rope,
or wring out the rag full of holes
one more time
If you let go
of even one end, then:
nothing but frayed strands
in your hand
and rag-threads too weak
Hands want to build a rope bridge
tear-wet, warped floorboards.
to repair the torn
red ventricular fibers…
let go with them.
Loosen the starvation grip.
No righteous tightening
or even lengths of weave
will bring us to our senses—
only now, and now, and
our warm, uneven, indefinite breaths.
on peripheral vision.
February 18th, 2015 by Deborah K. Kelly
The door behind me is half open.
To turn and close it
is to forfeit you
and face a fall so hard…
internal bleeding of
deep, thick blue
and a rhythmless heart.
Your door is half-open behind me,
though a rock through
a blinded window
pitched glass underfoot.
In every room, hungry ghosts
and you, wrapped
in a wardrobe
of memory skins.
How to go in?
Beyond me, a door,
its paint sweating.
Behind me, a door,
its paint peeling…
I will be out of doors awhile,
oiling my flesh with balsam,
watering my parched stars.
I will be out of doors.
December 6th, 2014 by Deborah K. Kelly
Your palm still lusters–
a bioluminescent bay,
an abalone bowl,
salty warm, round
as a girl’s.
The dorsal side contracts
on five ridges–
sepia patches, and blue,
on thin slopes, where
Hands rising with the Moon,
all light and shadow…
an old child.
November 23rd, 2014 by Deborah K. Kelly
Don’t say it, show it,
they always say.
But just do what you do
to make music
that enter through eyes
but are known in the ears.
This is the profundity of the cook
and the poet:
they’ve got their senses!
Show it, say it, sing it, taste it…
as long as you make me
I’ll know it.
♦ photo is of an ink painting I made one night
October 22nd, 2014 by Deborah K. Kelly
Crazy-making’s what it’s called
when two labyrinthine humans get down
to deciphering love.
They knew each other and now they crudely decipher
patterns in each other:
the veins in their minds,
the shadows they cast one afternoon,
a catastrophe in tea leaves,
the trajectory of encroaching vines.
They are mindless of the thresholds
they scuff at;
they disregard the splintering door.
Affection seems impersonal
and hostility personal.
On reflection, it all seems mechanical.
It is all love. And such love.
It’s all love. And such love.
There’re twenty people in this two-person room,
and we’ve got to make space
for some wildflowers,
for the roots of evergreens reaching, inter being,
and our mystery:
where we haven’t yet touched.
October 7th, 2014 by Deborah K. Kelly
My bones don’t stack up some days.
The tibia juts, an acute angle.
The vertebrae fall like dominoes
across the kitchen table.
From my skull,
two jaw bones hang ajar.
and my lips want to laugh…
Well, have you ever tried to put yourself back together,
bone connected to bone
and joints relaxed?
Some days I say,
throw bones to drooling dogs
sat out on the sidewalk.
They are glad just to chew and slobber,
but I have to try
to put myself together.
September 14th, 2014 by Deborah K. Kelly
The desert during monsoon is greener,
like wetback hope,
how it overcomes acacia thorns
and trails through nettle,
how migrant feet outrun flash floods
through mosquito canyons,
how their ankles roll on rocks
and jump back up…
like cool tears pour from blisters.
Monsoon green shades resident quail,
quail and timorous rabbit.
Its blooming calls through corridors
to orange butterflies, purple birds,
to people who follow on foot:
Mesoamerica in motion,
leaving to live.
When desert ocotillo forests yellow
and harvest moons ripen over orchards,
armies of ladders lean against trees,
waiting, chink-chinking change,
bells calling migrants again
Irritable autumn wasps graze
on the affordable harvest–
a larceny in every meal,
a theft of hidden labor,
around so many heavy Northern tables.
August 6th, 2014 by Deborah K. Kelly
Sometimes I wonder,
when our heads are wrapped in news of catastrophe,
are we shifting any karma with our minds?
are we doing any good?
eventually, might our being informed
heal an injured man, from our bombs,
an injured child, from our bullets,
the women holding the injured
and the dead?
Their voices splinter themselves,
we hear them, but they are extreme and strange.
I heard too, I’m so informed…
Every day we fund genocide with our earnings
and our spendings,
and we begrudge ourselves peace.
Our guilt and anger are right.
But remember to live awhile
with the countless lives in our gardens,
where there is no religion,
no fumbling, lethal machinery of empires.
Remember, we give of ourselves unevenly,
like breath from a wave
on a windy ocean.
We need our gardens.
There, we will fill our muscles with heart blood
that will stir and stir us:
to true and beautiful action.
July 31st, 2014 by Deborah K. Kelly
They bombed the donkeys!
as they stood tied outside the bomb shelter.
They bombed the shelter!
Air full of concrete dust and the scent of blood…
they killed the children!
See the uprooted fruit trees burning in the night?
They crushed worlds and worlds within worlds…
June 24th, 2014 by Deborah K. Kelly
All afternoon clouds grew overhead
the vapor of mountain chill against prairie heat
and vice versa
I watched them roll east from sundown
and made prayers for rain
the release that animates and slakes
as it descends and rises
Just to see them smell them
to listen for thunder
Often still skies are near-silent static
make something of the day
This evening’s skies gave a blue rain
as chill and heat spread out together
on the garden
orogenies at rest
Where i live
clouds roll off mountains most days
I need do nothing
June 2nd, 2014 by Deborah K. Kelly
On the annual conclave of The Ancient Order of Firegigglers–mad musicians, singers, and poets–and the placement of
Crazy Cloud/Michael Adams’s ashes.
River reeds dry by bonfire
for tonight’s song flutes.
Their in-breaths taste burnt sugar,
their tones, night birds’
in the indigo copse.
We sit and sing to woodsmoke,
to auroras in the fire,
to the shoulders alongside us
that sway and shake like ours,
fail and square like ours…
Singing blue notes and lightning,
we affirm to the owl, the mockingbird,
we’re here, we’re still here…
Yet, someone on the hillside is laughing–
a crazy cloud, side-lit by sundown,
dances above his own cairn.
May 13th, 2014 by Deborah K. Kelly
On Colfax today,
the aproned grocer asked about my pendant.
Were the copper characters on silver
the seven chakras of the body?
They say the central Tibetan mantra, I said,
that there is good in everything.
He wore a beaded mala on his wrist,
a string of buoys on a blue pulse,
as he gave my rolled oats and receipt,
calm as a cushion.
West on Colfax,
the bookstore cashier said,
–wherever your journey takes you, may it be truly beautiful–
And I thought, where ever my journey takes me,
it may be beautiful.
He only said the truth, he said.
I thought, this pond floats the lily.
A young man’s hair waved
around the collar of his woolen coat.
He held open the door for me,
as an in-breath sees its exhalation,
as brother eyes see a sister on her way.
Here, on the retail strip,
where so many receipts
pass through so many hands
and get it over with.
Others go empty.
Today, it seems everyone could be fed
from the cups of each other’s palms.
We really must come back again,
like this, tomorrow.